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Neurosis in my life

Neurosis is prevalent in post-modern society.

I suffer from neurosis, since I am now taking 11 vitamins and supplements.

The psychiatric term is "hypochondriasis."

Part of the etiology of hypochondriasis is the believe that I am taking care of my overall health by taking vitamins and supplements — mentally and physically — combined with the few medications I am taking now — cyclobenzaprine as muscle relaxant (for osteoarthrosic left shoulder and as a sleep aid) and gabapentin (for mild pain and mood stablizer).

Currently I have had two appointments arranged by my primary physician in the coming month:
  • with a neurologist to determine the neurological origin for the anger-hostility-aggression (AHA) symptoms related to temporal lobe epilepsy (TLE) and my history of mild traumatic brain injuries, and
  • with the local mental health centre's psychiatrist to test for bipolar disorder.
  • 2 comments:

    Sageb1 said...

    Regarding the bi-polar assessment, I am holding off on obtaining any psychiatric medication.

    The reason is, the neurological assessment is of primary importance.

    For I am open to following through on finding a neurological cause for my behavioral and psychological issues.

    Sageb1 said...

    Update:

    Circa mid-2012, it turns out that I have no epilepsy.

    The anger-hostility-aggression is an affect of a history of concussions.

    "Affect" within this context means the history of mild traumatic brain injuries from the time I was 1 years old is most likely a -minor- factor.

    A more honest assessment is that social isolation in reaction to changes in season is one factor that may lead to anger, hostility and aggression.

    However, the main issue is impulse control combined with insomnia.

    The solution which relieved this is medication (flexeril and gabapentin) combined with less use of computers.